To be quite honest, Im getting pretty sick of moaning, and getting angry and upset at people. It really isnt a good reflection of the sort of person I am. But sometimes, I feel like I have to, to stop myself from screaming at the top of my voice. Most of the time, I really just do not know what else to do, Im not really used to things like this.. but then again, I guess nobody is.

Time is probably my worst enemy.. Im probably the most impatient person in the world, which never really makes anything any better. Its a vicious circle.

I wait, and then discover things that get me frustrated, and when I do, I find it hard to ignore it and then practically explode at the people that mean the most to me. Maybe I need to change, maybe I need to sort my life out a bit.. who knows. Im sure the Christmas holidays will be good for me.. as much as Ive professed to love Stoke, right now I cant stand it. Being stuck somewhere youve been miserable for a long period of time isnt good.

Heres hoping things start looking up anyway, I have my fingers crossed.