Deceptive Resolution.: Archive

Aug 7th

Operation: The planned return of Umbrelladays

I bet I am not the only one either!

Aug 7th

Mar 17th

Too much thinking is bad for you. Probably.

Mar 17th

But, I don't like Lemons...

Dec 29th

Sigh.

Dec 29th

However...

Conversations with drunken strangers, arent as pleasant. Haha.

Dec 24th

Best conversation ever..

Even if It was with someone that has no brain…:P

Dec 24th

I know too many idiots. Grow up please.

Dec 21st

Dec 20th

After… probably too much thinking… Ive decided that a decision has to be made. Not one I want or will be at all happy about, but sometimes things just have to happen. I wouldnt call myself naive, and I wouldnt say I lack common sense.. I like to think I think rationally. But… ha, Ive been proven wrong several times! Who knows.. Maybe I just think that when somethings not...

Dec 20th

It's going to be a strange and unnerving few...

Dec 18th

Dec 12th

5.50am...and I'm watching Countdown.

umbrelladays: Have I ever mentioned how cool I am? No? Oh, that’s probably because I’m not. I got fish. Note: Rebecca, never apply for Countdown. Im hopelessly sorry I couldnt yet again be your Countdown watching partner… Lames together In a search for eternal word based knowledge and superior anagram solving skills. I probably wouldnt have done any better.. Id have scoured...

Dec 12th

All your dreams are made of strawberry lemonade...

Dec 12th

10 Years Younger: Bus Pass Challenge....

Fuck me. Its amazing what youll watch when trying not to do work.

Dec 12th

You're an Idiot.

Why say one thing, and do something completely different? At least I’m not wondering why I don’t believe anything you say anymore.

Dec 11th

Sleeping for 15 hours.

Not a good idea. I was exhausted, but my sleeping pattern is probably more screwed up than it was before… Maybe staying awake tonight and doing work is a good idea… If I can be bothered doing my work, that is…

Dec 11th

Right now, this is better than finishing an...

How many keys are on your keychain? Only 2 I think, both for the front door. Whose mind, besides your own, would you like to control? Sebastian Vettel, Id get him to marry me. What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed? Get a shower probably. What do you consider the greatest threat to mankind? Thats easy, man is.. What are you thankful you are not doing right now? My essay....

Dec 10th

I've slept about 6 hours since Sunday...

Im pretty surprised I havent collapsed yet. Maybe when I get home for Christmas, Ill sleep for two weeks… but probably not.

Dec 10th

I used to love sitting around on my own..

Now I just hate it.

Dec 7th

Wow, aren't you mature?

To be quite honest, Im getting pretty sick of moaning, and getting angry and upset at people. It really isnt a good reflection of the sort of person I am. But sometimes, I feel like I have to, to stop myself from screaming at the top of my voice. Most of the time, I really just do not know what else to do, Im not really used to things like this.. but then again, I guess nobody is. Time is...

Dec 5th

I have a long list of things I want to do before I...

Seeing Julian Casablancas and Mark Hoppus in the flesh are two of them. Hopefully by the end of next year, that will have happened. Oh joy.

Dec 3rd

Things that always seem better than doing work...

Watching TV that I’d usually find pointless and boring. Programmes are always more interesting when youre trying to avoid work. Suddenly getting the incentive to tidy up, and clean things that are already clean. Scouring the internet for meaningless crap.. getting stuck on ebay and looking at things that wouldnt be of any use. (A strobe light in my bedroom, what a clever idea, no?) ...

Nov 30th

Fuck you iPod..

And fuck you Coldplay.

Nov 28th

If you want to try telling me I'm crazy..

Then go ahead. I’ve wracked my brain for days, trying to convince myself that maybe I am. But I know Im not. Im a perfectly sane human being. Human being the operative word. Humans by their very nature are flawed, having delusions of perfection in your head gets you and everyone else nowhere. I refuse to let any past mistakes define me, regardless of how big or little they are…...

Nov 28th

Nov 27th

Lately I’ve been obsessed with the idea of making lists. Probably influenced by repeated viewings of High Fidelity.. but rather top 10, than top 5. So I might write a few, and what better to start with than a list of my favourite songs, by one of my favourite bands… The Smiths. 1. Accept Yourself 2. What Difference Does It Make? 3. The Draize Train 4. Bigmouth Strikes Again 5. Ask...

Nov 27th

If we were boys...

Ellie: Swordfights!
Me: I would totally battle you if you let me...that's pretty gay, but I would
Ellie: If the balls dont touch, it's not gay
Me: I'll tape them down.
 Just seen this... I have the best MSN conversations ever, sometimes.

Nov 27th

Haven’t written on this in a while. Preoccupied with other writing ventures, busy doing nothing. Ended up deleting a lot of posts… Its funny how things that make sense at the time just end up embarassing and stupid when you look back. Oh well, life goes on.

Nov 27th

Love fucks you up.

Liking someone fucks you up. Being friends with someone fucks you up. Yet we dislike being lonely. Its just funny, thats all.

Jun 20th

I’m A Satellite Heart, Lost In The Dark, I’m Spun Out So Far, You Stop I Start, But I’ll Be True To You.

Dec 24th

I stole this.. a little bit.

1) Where were you 3 hours ago? Sat right here probably. Wrapping Christmas presents. 2) Have you ever eaten a crayon? No, ive never really felt the urge. But ill tell you when i do. 3) When is the last time you went shopping? Last night. Just to Asda, a fairly unspectacular visit. I spent quite a lot though. 4) Are you wearing socks right now? Im completely barefooted. 5) Are you hot? Im just...

Dec 24th

Nov 17th

And one day we will die And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea But for now we are young Let us lay in the sun And count every beautiful thing we can see Love to be In the arms of all I’m keeping here with me.

Nov 17th